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« Reply #7 on: September 04, 2009, 03:05:45 AM » |
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JAN KEHL PART 3
way down again and again. Something to do with physics, or the bike or my riding style, but it was weird especially when I blew by another really big guy which threw out my theory of momentum. Anyways, it was very sad and sobering to see a women who was ahead of me on the bike had a bad wipe out, she was lying on the ground with one leg at a bad angle and I knew her day was over, she was crying and in pain, and I felt sick for her as volunteers were helping her and I could hear the siren wailing in the distance. The traffic along the rollers to Keremeos was heavy and I was beginning to lose my good feelings about the ride, it was noisy, windy, smoky and hot and I was getting a bit worn out. I kept thinking about my special needs bag at the 120km point.
Finally got my bag and downed my sandwich and put the coke in my bottle cage, I wanted to make sure I used it to help me up Yellow Lake, the refined sugar and caffeine working as a pick me up when I needed it most. Yellow Lake is known for its steep pitch at the end stages of the ride, I was worn out and tired but knew that I could get up Yellow Lake and it was mostly downhill from there. The best part of the hill was the amount of spectators, literally hundreds lining both sides of the road making a narrow path for one or two riders. It looked like a scene out of the tour de france last hill stage. It was very emotional and motivating to think of all these people out there cheering on their family, friends, and anyone else crazy enough to take on the challenge. Ginny told me she’d be out there and I saw her and Chris and gave them big high fives and I could tell Ginny was surprised to see me there already so I knew I was having a good ride.
Once atop Yellow Lake the ride took a brutal turn for the worse. There are still a few more climbs I had conveniently forgotten, and the wind was blowing fiercely. Hot, smoky wind in my face blowing so hard that even on the downhill parts it felt like I was getting nowhere. When the highways joined at Caledon I was getting miserable and my butt and groin where killing me, I was done with this ride but had 20km still to go!
Eventually I made it into Penticton and headed back down Main Street to transition. The crosswalks along the road here, although lined very nicely with beautiful brick work suck royally when it feels like crossing cattle guards on thin bike wheels. Once into the downtown area things picked up again as the crowds got huge and the road gradually descends making the last km a fast finish. I glanced over to where my family was to see my dad taking a picture of someone else, I yelled over to him but I was gone and into transition again. I knew this transition would be slower as I forgot to take my garmin off my bike before the volunteers took it from me, plus I stopped for a quick loo break. I ran back to my bike and got the garmin, went out the wrong way, back tracked and finally made it over the T2 timing mat, turns out my T2 time was 7m 3s, not what I wanted but good enough. The best part as I headed out on the run was I had a 6h 45m bike split. Better than I could have wanted on a tough riding day! I was ahead of my planned time and feeling great and ready to beat my best and only marathon time of 5h 36m. I was looking at a 13h 30m Ironman time and if the run went as well as the first two legs I could go sub 13h 30m! What do they say about counting your chickens?
As I headed out onto the run I didn’t feel great but that was to be expected. 6h 45m on a bike takes some time to work out. I followed Ginny’s advice of quick short strides and knew that I just had to loosen up and the run would start to fall into place. I passed the bmo sight where my family should be but my dad was busy taking the picture of the mens second place finisher, so he missed me again, however, it just so happens that as he took the picture of the second place pro, I ran into the picture and he got me in it too. Weird! Anyways, I didn’t see Adrienne or the girls and my mind started playing tricks on me as to where they could be. Turns out they were on the opposite side of the road yelling at me but I didn’t see them, also, the last place my mind should have been was worrying about them, I needed to focus on what I was doing. As I made the turn around at lakeshore I headed back and saw the girls and mom and dad, they later told me they could tell something wasn’t right.
I kept with my run plan, running for a mile to each aid station then walking the aid stations and feasting on the bounty provided. This worked for about 10k. I made it out to Skaha lake and saw how slow my time was and how much naseua I was experiencing I knew I was in trouble. I couldn’t figure out why I was feeling so sick to my stomach. I was retching and dizzy and thought maybe I didn’t ingest enough water/salt on the bike. My stomach felt somewhat bloated and my groin kept giving me a dull throbbing pain. A pain similar to that of being kicked in the groin. I told myself that it would pass and I needed to change it up a bit so I started taking coke at the aid stations and drinking lots of water with eload sodium tablets to make sure I wasn’t deficient. This did not help and the groin pain got worse to the point where I had to walk.
At this point, I’m going to explain what happened which includes some male anatomy issues that might make some uncomfortable. Believe me, it made me uncomfortable! I believe what happened was, on the bike ride, one of two appendages got caught between my seat and my body causing a crushing of said appendage. Unfortunately I didn’t notice at the time because on long rides the blood flow and nerve sensory can become impaired due to body position. As it turns out, once on the run, when blood started flowing and nerves, unfortunately, started coming back to life, the pain associated with this body part was incapacitating. The feeling of being kicked in the groin was very accurate because in a way that’s exactly what happened.
I spent the next few kms trying to adjust myself for comfort but I couldn’t find any. The pain was so intense that I was dizzy and close to falling over, which I knew if I did, I would most likely be prevented to continue. The worst of it all was the nausea. I couldn’t eat or drink and I knew if that continued I was done. I was starting to panic. I can’t describe very well just how I felt emotionally inside. The first feelings where of denial, that I just had to suck it up and keep going, however, as the time kept rolling on I realized that my dreams of a 5h 30m marathon where over, this was hard to take, but I knew it was true so now onto Plan B. But I didn’t really have a Plan B. I knew I was going to have pain in my knees on the run so I was mentally prepared for that, I was not even a little bit prepared for what I was going through. I find this very interesting as I spent so much pre-ironman time worrying about my knees and that never materialized. I wasted lots of energy on something that never happened. But I was presented with something so bizarre and unexpected that it nearly did me in. Talk about accepting things you cannot change. Who knows what the day will bring you, anything can happen. I am just so grateful that I actually got to finish, and better yet, keep both my testicles too!
That’s my take on what was happening to me. I made a decision to tell a race official about my predicament, she pointed me to an aid station about a km up the road, turns out it was an ambulance with two paramedics. I told them the issue and they gave me a physical assessment in the ambulance, as I sat on the cot I was thinking, is this how my day ends? God I hope not. My dream finish time was done but I had accepted that and now just wanted to finish in 17h. I put in so much time and effort and my family sacrificed so much for me. Yet I was saying in my head, its only a race, its only one day, there’s always next year. But I didn’t want next year, our family couldn’t afford next year, I had to do it now.
The attendants and I discussed the issue. Anyways, they rule out a possible “torsion”, which I know because it happened to my brother in law, and ask if I want a ride home or to continue? I continue, and resign myself to pass out or finish whichever comes first. The last thing I do in the ambulance is take the anti-inflammatory I had on me for when my knees started to hurt, I figured this was as good a time as any and prayed I could keep it down. I actually remember looking at the pill so if I did puke it up I could find it in my barf pile to choke down again. Nice!
The best part of this time was meeting up with another runner. Sonny Sellars from Omak Washington, State, has completed 13 Ironman races. He decided at the start of the marathon that he didn’t want to run it, and knew from past experience that he had more than enough time to walk it and still finish in the 17h time limit. I don’t remember exactly when we met but I know it was after the ambulance and I know I was in bad shape, very much wanting to quit, miserable that my day was not going the way I wanted and generally feeling sorry for myself.
Sonny kept my spirits up and urged me to continue, we chit-chatted the whole way home. I couldn’t have asked for better company. We made it to the half way turn around at Okanagan Falls and headed back. It was at this point that I started to feel better, I don’t know if it was the anti-inflammatory, the ice, the walking, the company or a combination of it all but the relief was palpable and I walked the next 20k in relative comfort. We met lots of people, everyone out there doing their best and getting it done, people from Toronto, Vancouver, Florida, Penticton, Colorado, Missouri, some of the people couldn’t talk and were close to their limits. I kept feeling better, and continued to gain strength and energy. I knew I was prepared for the Ironman, even though the pain had turned the run into a walk I knew I had trained well and was benefitting from it late in the day.
When we got into town and there were more people I was high fiving and thanking everyone, it was a wonderful experience, I knew I was going to finish, I felt great, I met a new friend, I knew my family was there waiting for me and I couldn’t wait to get to the finish chute. Sonny gave me good advice about how not to end the finish chute too quickly, he said you have to go slow, walk from side to side high fiving both sides, enjoy the moment, make it last. As we got near the end I felt so good I had to run, I ran the last few kms down lakeshore drive to the finish chute. It is a sight I will never forget. I remember thinking to myself during the week how as the finish chute was being set up how intimidating it was, knowing what it was going to take to actually get to it. Now here it was a 100m ahead of me with the music blasting, the lights flashing, steve king calling in the names, and me heading down the final stretch. My mom and dad were right at the start of the chute and this time he saw me and wasn’t taking someone else’s pictures. I gave mom and dad big high fives and even though I was coached by Sonny on how to do the final chute properly, I did rush it in all my excitement. I stayed on one side and high fived everyone along the way. Adrienne and Georgia were right in the front along the chute so I stopped and gave them each a smooch, then high fived it to every last hand reaching out until I crossed the finish line. I had passed Shannon earlier in the chute without seeing her but she was there watching me and cheering me on. I remember grabbing the ribbon and kissing it, throwing it down and turning just in time for the finish photo. I was so happy, so very, very happy! One of the best moments in my life.
People have commented on how fresh I was at the finish. This had to do with walking so much of the marathon. But I also know that I was ready and prepared for this event, and for that I’m proud of myself for taking this seriously and not skimping on my training. My time was very slow due to a 7hr 36m marathon, and it was not what I had wanted but it’s the race I was given and I’m just so grateful to get to finish. The day after the race I found out that many more people than usual dropped out for various reasons and worst of all one man actually died during the swim portion. It’s the first fatality in Ironman Canada’s 27 year history and puts into perspective my day.
The awards ceremony was great, Sister Madona Buder accepted her first place award with a standing ovation. She’s 79 years old! When she crossed the finish line in 16h 54m she made history by becoming the oldest Ironman finisher in the history of the sport worldwide. Derek Woodhurst came first in his age group and is going to Kona, it was cool to be sitting beside him when he accepted his award and hear the little town of Salmon Arm get mentioned.
Its kind of sad that its all over, and now I have to put in place some new challenges. I will do another Ironman, I want to use what I learned from the first one to have a better race next time. Think I’ll wait till the kids are out of the house and Adrienne will be happy to get rid of me for long training days. Until then, thanks for all your support and encouragement, I truly believe anything is possible.
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